I hate you for making me feel so FUCKING good.

I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am.

Scream and shout and tell everyone you're gonna leave

She says she's fine but she's going insane. She says she feels good but she's in a lot of pain. She says it's nothing but it's really a lot she says she okay but really she's not.

I'm in way too deep. I was listening to hannah montana's he could be the one (one of her very few good songs) and I was thinking about you and smiling like I was insane.

Loving him wasn't the problem. Getting close was.

GOD! I'm starting to understand all those stupid feelings I read about in my books. When I think about you I feel like smiling and crying. I'm feeling everything at once. There has to be a way out. THIS STUPID FEELING is something I'm not supposed to feel. I'm not like all those silly girls who fall for boys who don't notice them. But apparently I am.

Say what you want do as you please, but I'm not the type of girl who gets back love because of one thing you said to me. I'm strong. I'm independent. I hold my own head up.

This feeling is scaring the shit out of me.

What hurts more? Thinking you should hate him



or knowing you don't?