Wednesday, August 12, 2009










Ever since that stupid dream I haven't been able to get you out of my head.
You always seem to be there.
even in my dreams.
I haven't seen you this summer
yet you've managed to stay in my mind.
Maybe I do like you
even though I know I shouldn't
you won't ever notice me.
In science whenever you looked at me
I thought you were looking at me
but you were looking through me.
Ever since that stupid fucking dream
where he looked at me like he knew something I didn't
every time you walked past
you've been in my head
You were there before the dream
but you've been embedded in my mind
it seems like indefinitely.
Then in my other dream you grew your hair out
you looked cuter than I had ever seen.
but I know it'll never happen.
because you don't look at me.
because you don't talk to me.
because you act like I don't even exist.
"I like him and it's like I don't even exist. I may as well disappear. . . it's not like he'd notice anyways."

"We're just silly little girls who fall for stupid boys"

"She looks in the mirror and smashed it to pieces"

"sometimes the feelings that come back are ones tht never went away"
maybe I was ignoring it. I knew I shouldn't like you so I didn't. I've always been in control of my feelings, and then suddenly I wasn't. I'm not good at that. So when I didn't stop liking you I ignored it. Ignored you. Why the hell did you have to show up in that stupid dream? I wasn't thinking about you before I went to sleep. I was thinking about him.

"A wise girl kissed but doesn't love, listens but does not believe, and leaves before she is left."

"The point is we can't help who we fall in love with"

"don't you love how every girls profile is about that one guy and yet he never knows that every word is about him."

"he's my first mistake"

"Don't ever get too attached to him because the more you like him the more you trust him and the harder you fall and trust me sweetie you always fall."

"He just insulted her, made her cry, and broke her heart but he's still the only one she can think about."

"I know I shouldn't have falled for a boy that thinks I'm invisible."

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