Monday, January 25, 2010

Identical. Do twins begin in the womb? or in a better place?

In control. Out of control. Sometimes they're the same thing. The trick is knowing that, realizing it's okay to feel out of control once in a while, as long as you're sure you can regain the upper handwhen you absolutely need to.

I'm strong, a survivor. I can't understand why I crumble.

I watched, I slipped I fell we unreveled, shattered, irreparable.

Time to go to stop before I give myself away.

It's a lie in my eyes better go poke them out.

Physically need crave want who (or what?)

I was saved was I saved I don't know I really don't know

Evil isn't born it's created.

Think how different life could be

Damned if I know the truth

Help me I think I'm in love

Forever is a long time to worry

Laugh cry it's all good

I know I can't stay here very much longer.

The edge of darkness is where I am

Why notice me at all

Sex feels good doesn't feel right will it ever?

He's solid, you're fractured. He's hopeful;you're hopeless. He's always there; you're half there. He's faithful; you're so not. He's giving; you're afraid to give. He's honest; you lie all the time. He's loving; you don't know how to love.

And I'll be watching. Watching her. Watching out for her. And if the time comes she needs complete escape, I will walk for her. Talk for her. Take punishment in her place. Some things don't need to be remembered and I will hold onto these things for her. Carol believes she can make me go away, and I'll pretend to let her do her job. But I will always be the strongest part of Kaeleigh, so I can't let her dispose of me. I'll stay quiet, no more than a adark shadow inside. That's what I'll be. A silhouette, rarely seen, and yet believed in. Kaeleigh wants to believe in me. I am her twin, forever alive inside her. And when she needs me. I am always here.


She will always be here.
I will always be here.

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