The oddest things hurt me. They get
stuck in my head and replay over & over.

It's not okay. I don't know why I pretend it is. Everyday it gets harder and harder to hide. People are seeing through me, and I just have to lie. Even though they know I'm lying, it's still easier than telling the truth.

it was odd; his eyes met with mine and we didn't look away.
for a moment caught in this awkward staring glance like thing,
and then he did the most amazing thing when he looked away.
he smiled.

Here's my advice;;
if you know whats good for you,
don't let your gaurd down.

&&& She feels like she was lied to;
like that warning in the rearview mirror that says-
"Objects are closer than they appear."
She thinks she needs a sign taped to her heart-
"Caution: Much more broken than I seem."

The world is twisted & dying.
We're trying to fix it,
but we're all too far gone.