I scream into the night for you, Don't make it true. Don't. Jump

I hate this.
I don't even feel comfortable in my own
skin
anymore.
I feel like a stranger in this world
in school
in class
in my own house
and even
with my friends.
I really thought this happiness thing would work out
I guess I was wrong.
Right now I don't even feel like I belong with my friends.
I feel like a stranger.
I'm more alone in this world now than ever.
Happiness left a note on the fridge
I'm on my own.
good thing
being alone
Is somthing
I'm used to.

*she wipes off the black rivers running down her face
takes a deep breath and steadies herself.
she can do this
keep going
pull through
After all, the show must go on.

*some days she feels like dying. She gets so sick of crying.

*You've learned to hide so well.

*I can't seem to find myself again. My walls are closing in.