Sunday, April 18, 2010

Last night was a dream-good lord I think I'm in love

It was him, her, me and you lying in the middle of the courtyard, looking at the stars. We were trying to figure out which ones were planets and which ones we just stars, and it was actually kind of a deep conversation. Then you told me the most beautiful moment of you life was when you were at bible camp, and it had been a hot and humid day, so that night their was heat lightning flashing. You were out in the middle of nowhere and you look at the horizon, and see a lining of cloud, with heat lightning flashing, then right before the clouds, you see a vast majority of stars, way more stars than we were seeing.
I told you the most beautiful moment of my life was when I went snorkeling with fish for the first and only time. You said you had never been snorkeling, and you loved Florida.
He and her were still there, but for a little it was like they weren't there. I know it sounds totally cliche, but I totally get that now.
Later that night, we were all still in the courtyard, and you and him were dancing for me and her. We were laughing at you, because it was all interpretive dancing, and it was very funny. You and him said something to eachother, then came and grabbed us, telling us we were going to dance. I place my hands into yours, and suddenly we are trying to do this type of swing dancing, while he and her were right next to us, just watching us. Then we were trying to do this dip move, and we both messed up and fell onto the ground laughing. You said it was all your fault, but that I really could trust you.
Then you and him went to "re-group" or something like that, where they talk in private, so me and her walked to the other side of the courtyard.
"I think they're talking about us." I said to her.
" Yeah, well, you and him are getting along pretty well." She said to me. I looked at the ground and smiled, which just so happened I did a lot last night.
Me, you, him, her and amas were in the tent, when we start talking about who we like. He asked her, because he likes her. So then he goes around and asks everyone to tell who they like. All the boys, at least. Then he asked Hannah, and she said someone.
Then you asked me. I said the first guy I could think of, which just so happened to be the earlier one. I would've said you, but that couldn't possibly be reasonable.
So he was making fun of someone's name, and to be honest, it is spelt kind of gayly. They ask her to rate how much she likes this guy.
Then you asked me.
I said I don't know, then you and him go off on this random conversation, talking about lord knows what.
"so you never answered my question." You said to me.
"I don't know. I used to like him a lot, but I don't really anymore. There are certain things that factored that, though."
"Like what? Give me some examples."
I bury my head in my face and say the thing, that horrible thing that's superficial,
"he has a small penis."
You go on to ask how I know this, then you have this little speech about how it's not the size of the boat, but the motion of the ocean. I'm laughing so hard, but that was the first and only thing I could think of until later. I remember once he looked at me strange, and it freaked me out. If I had told you that, it would've been a strange conversation I wouldn't have been able to talk to you about.
We go on to stay up until about 3:00 in the morning, when you start asking questions, trying to get into a girl's head. You and him were laughing because me and her didn't have any questions for you guys, when you expected so many, obviously. I finally asked the question I'd been wondering about.
"How important are looks to guys?"
You said that was a hard question, because it varies from person to person, but you said they didn't matter that much to you.
After that, I proceeded to have some very naughty thoughts about you over me, and me running my hands down your forearms because they look so strong. I stopped myself before that got any further. I knew it was completely idiotic, because a beautiful creature like you would never like me like that.

6 comments:

Meghan said...

no there is some sexy shit :)

Meghan said...

also, you have very detailed dreams. you should talk to KS95's Dream Doctor...what a creepy show

Courtney said...

Meghan. This wasn't a dream.

Meghan said...

fucking a'....i'm so literal

Tessa said...

Where was this? I get the story but I need the where and when and mostly who?

Tess said...

Courtney Rachel!!!!!!! who??? and haha! "he has a small penis" I'm pretty sure I know who you said!