I remember every word you told me. I can't stop thinking about it.

Do you ever sit and think what if? What if you had never said the first hello, or what if your paths never crossed? What if you had just five more minutes? what if you could turn back time and make it all stand still. Where would you be? Better; worse; less confused; more confused; happier; sadder. Just what if.

I miss you, but I'm trying not to care anymore.

There are things that you don't want to continue, but you are afraid to end. It's like you don't want to expect anything, but you're still willing to wait.

No one else will know these lonely dreams. No one else will know that part of me.

I can feel the anxiety building in my chest, the way my legs won't stay still and the shakiness in my hands that I am craving a change, a big change. Something that is life altering.