It's when you write it all down, let it all out. You don't have to worry about what anyone's gonna say because you're the only one who has to read it and you know there's nothing hidden behind these words.
I'm going to be completely honest just like this says for once:
For everyone out there who reads this, I'm lost. That's all I'm going to say because that's the only way I can explain it. There are certain times when I feel so happy I could explode, and I just want to go around smiling forever. But there are times when I dislike myself very much. I'm lost. I care about many people in the world, so much that I would rather take their happiness than my own. That's one of my major weaknesses. I want to make my friends happy because seeing them happy makes me happy. I'm very nervous about softball, because I'm totally scared I'm going to get cut. I'm majorly scared. I need to prove it to myself that I can do it because I feel like a failure in a lot that I do. I'm not saying this to try and make anyone feel bad or feel pity for me. I just want to be honest because a lot of the time i am not.
Frame every so-called disaster with these words: in five years, will this matter?
Words could be so powerful. If only people meant what they said.
Don't wonder why people go crazy. Wonder why they don't. In face of what we can lose in a day, in an instant, wonder what they hell it is that makes us hold it together.
Everybody is always so fucking fine. but we are not. sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this, sir, is not what one calls fine.
1 comment:
i'm in no way making light of how you feel but i think it's very normal to be like...mood swingy.
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