Before

She hadn't changed in any big way. It wasn't as if some huge, life changing discovery had happened.
It was a slow kind of change. The one that no one notices, unless they look closely. Thankfully, most don't. She could feel the change surround her in everything she did. Her morning routine, eating lunch, sitting in class. She could feel it in everything she did.

At one point and time, it started to scare her.

She knew that change was inevitable. She could see it inside everyone, because she liked looking at people that closely. No one looks that close, no one notices.

She had guessed that it's good, depending on how you look at it.