Forever is a long time, and time has a way of changing things. The littlest things make me laugh. It's not hard to please me. I'm a free-spirit. I'm strong and determined. I love to look at the stars. I'm just a girl, and that's all I wanna be.

She smiles and laughs to hide her pain. What she feels inside you'll never see. She's a better actress than you'll ever know. And the best part of all, it never shows.

People say that I've changed so much. Well, here's the truth; I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around. I learned that you can't always be happy. I accepted reality.

Because sometimes it's easier to say 'i hate you' than 'i miss you, I wish you would call me sometime; Because sometimes it's easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than to admit that you're overwhelmed and feel like you're drowning. Because sometimes it's easier to admit the simple things than to say the hard things, and realize how much you've been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.

she turned and said "It's times like these that I wish i was a believer, so i could do something to give me hop. Something to make me believe in anything at all."

and sometimes when your mind gets going, you just can't seem to get it to stop. it's like never-ending spinning, going around and around, thinking about those things you don't really want to know about yourself. but you can't get it to stop. the thoughts just clog your mind, your every movement. you can't do anything without thinking, and eventually, you just don't want to think anymore, but really, it's all you've got.