For the first time since it happened,

she allowed herself to think.

Deep sobs racked her body.

Why did I think about it?

she asks herself.

She started thinking about everything.

Why he wouldn't want her.

She knew all these things before.

but I guess for once she hoped.

Now she's staring at herself

in the bathroom mirror

black make up all over her face.

This is where hope got her.

She hoped.

Decided to take a chance for once.

Look what it got her.

A horrible day.

dreading everything.

leaving her friends.

and black make-up on her face.

She hoped.

Look where it got her.

Standing in the bathroom

looking at herself in the mirror.

Wondering why she thought at all.

Why waste a good hair-doo on a horrible day?

I love him, but it's like I don't exist. I may as well disappear, it's not like he'd notice.

She looks in the mirror and smashes it to pieces

The only people you need in your life are the ones that need you in theirs

The only rule is don't be boring. Dress cute wherever you go. Because life's too short to blend in.

B: So what happened?

Me: shakes head.

B: What?

me: he, *shakes head again*

L: Oh great. Now we have to start a rumor that he's gay.

T: Who's gay?