She didn't want tonight to end, because for once, her unsteady world had a perfect ending. That was last night. That's every night I've ever had with you guys. The perfect ending in my unsteady world. Because I know that when I need you, you'll always be there. You always have been. Always will be.

You know me too well. When I said I didn`t love you,
you looked at me & said, "Bullshit, you`re just running away."

What a brave little girl;
instead of adding to the drama
like everyone else,
she decided to be different
and not burden the rest of the population with her problems.
She knows that in this world,
she's going to have to save herself.

We become attached to what`s familiar &
sometimes, we hold onto things that are
safe & predictable..even if they`re bad for us.

She doesn't care if you call her &
wake her up in the middle of the night.
She hates arguing, but you know she's good at it.
She's terrified of the dark,
but when she thinks of you, she smiles.
She laughs at your jokes even if they're dumb.
She loves the way you look at her,
& she wouldn't change that for the world.

I walk around screaming "screw the world"
because that's easier than actually feeling anything.

Please stop focusing on yourself for five minutes and listen to me. I don't think I'm going to be okay this time. . .