even though you think
he couldnt possibly
be thinking of you at
this very moment.
he probobly is.

did you know that her favorite color is blue?
or that she's terrified of splinters?
that she can't sleep without at least one person being up in her house?
or when she thinks of you, she smiles even though she doesn't want to care?
did you know that she loves the way you look at her.
oh yeah, what about the fact that she's absolutely crazy in love with you?

I saw him staring at me.
Not glancing, but blatantly staring.
And I wondered if he was staring
at the wreckage he created
or if maybe, just maybe he regretted ever hurting me in the first place.

The first boy is always the hardest to get over;
honey, that's just the way the world works.

It feels like the stars are getting closer
& the sky is closing in;
there's so much I need to say to you,
I don't know where to begin.

It's true.
we block out things we don't want to remember