Nothing was perfect. But everything was REAL.

It’s four in the morning and I’m turning in my bed.
I wish I had a dream or a nightmare in my head,
so I drop my imagination and get some sleeping done.
Now it’s five in the morning and I’m wishing it was one.

So, maybe he wants her, and maybe he doesn't,
but she'll never know if she never tries,
so she's going out on a limb, and she's praying for the best,
but prepared for the worst,
this is one blow her heart can take.

And the truth is, I'm scared of you.
I've never felt so drawn to another person,
so much that it's impossible to keep my distance.
And I'm scared that you don't feel the same way.

I think I knew more when I was thirteen.
When did life get so real?
And now I feel like I'm losing my mind.
And I used to think all the time,
and now thinking hurts, and feeling is worse.
I liked reality better when it was a dream.
- "Moceanu" by Bayside.

**I'm spending too much time by myself, enjoying my own company, and fading away from everyone else. I need someone to come and save me. Please come and save me.**

She's been hurt many times before this.
You'd think it would be routine by now.
You'd think she wouldn't let this get to her.
But the truth is, she trusted you.

Tell me why I can't feel a thing.

She's living up to the expectation of never letting anything get to her,
but something's wrong with
that smile today. congratulations, kid.
you got to her.

This is for the girls who don't always win,
who stay up all night listening to music that inspires them
to do things next to the impossible.
The girls who laugh, smile,
cry and think all on a daily basis.
The girls who like, learn,
and regret.
The girls who may never have it easy.
The girls who learn the hard way and live to tell about it.
The real girls.

You're not my type, but I kinda like that idea.
Because "my type" usually breaks my heart

The louder the muisc, the harder the heartbreak

You see her in the hallways smiling and laughing. You would never guess that she goes home and cries herself to sleep every night.

Dont ever let a boy build you up with his words. Because the higher you are, the harder you fall. And believe me, you always fall.

She's hurt. Mentally and Emotionaly.Literaly and Metaphorically. But every day, she walks outside with a smile on her face, because that's who she is..the girl who never stopped smiling.

-I hate that you're giving her another chance. Honestly? It pisses me off. It makes me want to scream and cry because after everything she's put us through, after all the times she got mad at us for no reason, you're giving her another chance. Don't you notice that she's blown through every chance you've given her? "It's the same mistake that I'm watching you make, you do it over and over again." She only going to do it again. It's only gonna hurt even worse this time because you knew what was coming. You knew how this would end. It's going to hurt because you let it happen again, and it's inevitable. You know this. Yet your waiting for it to fall. It's going to fall. I thought we were on the same page but we're not, because obviously you are giving her another chance. She doesn't deserve another chance. DO YOU NOT SEE THAT PEOPLE LIKE HER NEVER CHANGE? WE'VE WITNESSED THE NON-CHANGE. SHE'S NOT GOING TO CHANGE NO MATTER HOW FUCKING MUCH YOU WANT HER TOO. IT'S OBVIOUS YOU DON'T SEE THIS, BECAUSE OF THE OTHER CHANCE YOU'RE GIVING HER, BUT I'M NOT SO SURE I CAN WATCH YOU PUT YOURSELF THROUGH THIS AGAIN. SHE'S JUST GOING TO BLOW OUT. YOU'RE JUST SETTING FLAME TO THE PAPER HONEY. YOU REALLY TRULY ARE.-