looking at the sky
screaming to be free
the rain's pounding onto me
womdering why this had to happen
it seemed inevitable at the time
now I see all the ways it could've changed
because now he's not mine

chorus:
falling flying then I hit the ground
running in circles spinning round and round
all the things we could've been
but we're not
guess forever's not as long as we thought

the way we touched and sparks would fly
the way you would catch me looking at the sky
dreaming for tomorrow and screaming for today
trying to find the way
to control what I'm feeling
to control what's in my head
but you always said
if you're not happy, it's not the end

chorus

looking at the sky, screaming to be free
of this bitter and empty feeling
he's not here, but he should be
I thought I was flying
but really I was falling
then I hit the ground and it was back
back to reality
back to the inevitable
back to he's still not mine