I've been happy lately. This isn't something I'm used too. Smiling because I want to smile, because it makes me feel good.

"she's got a smile on her face and a screw you attitude because from this day on she's living her life for herself."

This really got to me. I've just decided I'm going to do what I want. I'm going to smile and I'm going to laugh and I'M going to get in trouble. It all has to be amazing. I've just started it and I love it. Who knew happiness could be so amazing? I just want to smile and laugh all the time. I think it's because school's almost over and we get to go to the high school next year with new people who will hopefully be better than these ones.

What do you do
when smiling just comes naturally?
when you just want to smile
all the time
because it makes you feel happy
and you just can't help it
you want to share it with the world.
you want to scream
and shout
and laugh
all the time.
you want to spread this around
and certain people do.
I've finally learned how to live for myself
and I'm fucking loving it.