It's always quiet before the storm. Honestly, I'm waiting for the storm. I don't know when it's going to happen. I don't know where it's going to happen. I don't know how it's going to happen. All I know is that it's definitely going to happen. What else am I supposed to think?

I really just want sex. It can't be that hard to get, can it? I mean, just find a willing guy, and hopefully it will be good. Sex is supposed to make everything better. It should. It better. I don't know what I'm going to do if it doesn't.

I really hate it when people say "It's just a phase you're going through." I don't want to be like everyone else having these so called "phases". I just want to be me. I'm sick of all these cookie cutter people. They piss me off. They need to start thinking their own thoughts, because everything they say and do is so unoriginal and people think they're so cool and it's just wrong.

I really want this summer to be everything I'm hoping for. Fun. Sex. Friends. I want to stop all this drama shit. Nothing is going to get better if everyone's acting on it.