For the first time, she doesn't care.
This letting go of things is really working. I'm doing great at it. Me and Katie have been talking a lot. I love Katie so much. She's almost the only person in my life who doesn't judge me ever. Same with a couple other people, you may not know who you are, but I love you. You guys make me feel like being myself if the best thing I could ever do.
I told Katie that I was working on the happiness thing. She understands it. And Brylyn. If you ever read this you are a complete asshole who can die in hell. You don't deserve her anyways. I love you Katie. You are amazing. You completely get me, and you are one of my best friends.
Tess really gets things too. We connect the most I think because both of our parents are divorced. I love how I feel I can tell you anything, and you'll get it. Tess is one of my friends who I think deserves to be happy more than anyone. Her, and Mikaela. I love you guys, you rock, and I have no idea how I would get through anything without you.
To some of my best friends. I love you guys. You are part of the reason my life hadn't ended a long time ago.
*Move on. It's just a chapter in the past. But don't close the book, just turn the page.
*Dear god, make me a bird so I can fly far far away from here.
* Listen to her favorite song. You might learn a thing or two.
*To dream. . . To be in a place where you can be wherever and with whomever. Your own sanctuary, protection blanket. And in that dream you know you are not alone anymore, and that everything will be alright.
*I wanna say thanks for everything you have done for me so far. You are there for me and I am there for you. I love you so much and I don't think you know that. We are besties and always will be. Thank you.
Monday, April 27, 2009
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Something good put on a (bit of a) depressing Blog! I love you courtney! This was very sweet! - Liz
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