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What happened today? Nothing interesting really happened.
I was extremely happy for some really odd reason. I was on a high. I have no clue how I got like that or why I got like that. I was just extremely happy. And I liked it. I haven't been that happy in a really long time. But then I got to science. Same is always such a sweetheart, so he helped out a little bit, but Christian. God. That kid really likes to hear himself talk. I'm most of the time the only person who actually cares about getting a goo grade in science, but I have to if I'm ever going to become a marine biologist. I get to swim with Dolphins on my next trip to Florida over sping break. I'm physched. But back to Christian. He just wouldn't stop playing with the fire, and it was seriously pissing me off, because I just wanted to get the experiment over with. He just kept on pissing me off. What a bastard.
Everything else went okay I guess. Spanish was fine. But I completely got off of my high after that. Stupid Christian.
I would love to just run away. Get away from Minnesota, get on a bus and go somewhere. I wouldn't even care where I went. I just want so much. I don't think that's very good. I what everything. I want to travel the world, I want to make new friends from everywhere. I want to swin with dolphins. I want to swim with sharks. I want sex. I want everything. I want to move away from Minnesota and never come back. I want too much. I think I'm going to try and not care about myself so much anymore. I feel like I don't think about others enough. I want people to be their real selfs, and not these fake idiots, like they're being. Some of them could amount to something amazing. But they are just so obsessed with fitting in. They gotta jump off the cliff to find out if they can fly. They gotta at least try.
I wish life was like the books I read. Where everything just ends up right in the end. I don't think it's ever going to be like that for some people. Like me. Or maybe even a couple of my friends. But I guess the best we can do is hope, right? But some days it's even hard to do that.

peace out